This Is Me

By: Chas

Intro:

Chasity looked out the window of her parent’s car. "Well, hunny this is your first day of dance class are you ready?" asked her mom. "I think so." Said Chasity then continued to look out the window at the rain and fog. When they arrived at the school they saw a big limo and girls all around screaming, "What's going on?" said Chasity when her dad drove up the driveway. Chasity got out and ran to the crowd. "Excuse me, what's going on?" she asked one of the screaming girls. "Haven't you heard?" the girl asked her. "Heard what?" Chasity asked. "The Backstreet Boys are here and they're gonna pick some girls to go on tour with them to be their dancers!" Chasity looked at the girl then thought that she had to do her best because she had always wanted to go on tour and be a dancer and see the world. Chasity walked away and walked right into a guy with short blonde hair. "O I'm so sorry." They said at the same time. "It’s OK." Chasity said then looked up at him (wow he's hot) she thought. "It's OK it was my fault I wasn't watching where I was going." Said the guy with short blonde hair. "I'm Nick." The guy said. "Chasity." she said and they shook hands and walked away.

Back at her parents car she told her parents what was going on. Her parents said they would be there Sunday to pick her up. "OK." said Chasity and walked up to the school. She walked in the door and got her room number but all she could think about was that hot guy she met outside. "I was a complete idiot." Said out loud. "Umm... excuse me, not to interrupt you or anything but who are you talking to?" said a guy with blondish brown hair. Chasity just looked around. "Myself, I guess." She said with a laugh. The guy laughed. "I'm Brian, I would shake your hand but my hands are full." He said. "I'm Chasity and it's OK I could help you take some of your bags." She offered. He smiled "OK that would be great." he said then handed Chasity 2 boxes "we're on the 3 floor." he said "follow me"

Chapter 1:

When Chasity reached the room she found that it was a mess. "What happened, did the closet explode?" Chasity asked herself out loud. "No his name is tornado Nick." Said a guy from a shadow. "O I’m sorry I didn't know anyone was here." Chasity said. "It's ok I'm AJ." said the guy. "Chasity." said Chasity and put the box on the floor. "Are you a dancer?" AJ asked her after she sat the box down. "Yea but I'm not that good,” she said. "Come on you have to be you got excepted here and this is the best dance school in the world." Said AJ.  Chasity laughed "Yea I guess your right but I better get going I have to unpack." "I'll see you around?" AJ asked. "Looks like it." Chasity smiled and walked away.
    While Chasity was walking down the hall she was looking at a brochure about the school when she bumped into somebody carrying a tall box. "I'm sorry” said a guy with black hair. "It's ok It was my fault I wasn't watching were I was going." Chasity said. "I'm Kevin" he said. "Chasity. It was nice meeting you Kevin but I really have to go." Said Chasity walking off.
    When Chasity walked into her room she found that it was empty. "Maybe I don't have a room mate." said Chasity. She walked to a bed and saw her boxes and bags on the bed. "Looks like mom & dad have been here already." Chasity said while looking at the boxes. Chasity sat on the bed and looked around. She walked over to the window and looked out and tried to imagine herself at home with all her friends, but all she could think about was Nick. "I have to see him again." Chasity said to herself.

~*~*~*~*~

The next day Chasity woke up late and noticed that she was
late for dance practice to see who made the BSB tour. She
jumped up and ran into the bathroom and saw the clock on
the wall. "No time for a shower." She said and ran to her closet
and found a good dance outfit and threw it on and ran
downstairs to the dance room. "Ms. Johnson you're late."
Said Ms. Flower when Chasity walked into the door. "I
know ma'am I woke up late. It won't
happen again." Said Chasity. "Fine. Take your seat over their
on the floor and tell Kevin your sorry for interrupting
his speech." Said Ms. Flower. "No, that's OK I don't mind."
Said Kevin. "Mr. Richardson. Will you let me handle my
students and I'll let you handle the music." Said Ms. Flower
"Yes ma'am" said Kevin.
    After Kevin was done talking he asked that all the
girls line up and they'll watch each girl dance to the dance
moves that the guys taught them. Chasity was the last person
 Finally it was her turn. She did each move carefully.
When she was done everyone clapped. She sat on the floor
while the guys went over their notes. Finally after what seemed
like forever the guys were ready to say who made the tour. "Well,
we went over our notes carefully and we think we know
who the 5 will be." Said AJ. "Now if everyone is ready we'll
read out the list." Said Nick. "Mary Packard, Sarah Moore,
Torrance Webster, Missy Shippman, and Chasity Johnson."
Announced Brian Everyone that made it screamed and
hugged everyone that didn't make it and each other.

Chapter 2:

         Over the next few weeks everyone was busy
 getting ready for the tour that started in a month. All
 the girls were nervous but the guys told them it would
 be fun and they would be able to see the world.

            A month later Chasity was in her room packing when
 Mary walked in. "Hey girl you ready to get out of here
 and see the world?" Mary asked. "Of course!" Chasity
 said excitedly "but I want to see Nick more than anything"
        "Girl you'll see him so much you'll get sick of him." Said
 Mary. "I could never get tired of Nick." Said Chasity.
         Mary laughed, "Lets go to the bus it might leave us." "I'll
 be right there I have to get my make up together." Said
 Chasity. "OK." said Mary and she walked out.

        Chasity walked out to the bus and saw Nick. Her
 heart began to race. "All right everyone get on the bus and we'll
 be off!" said Bob the bus driver. One by one everyone
 got on the bus and sat down anywhere. Chasity sat
 at the kitchen table and took out her deck of cards.
        "Whatcha doing?" Asked Nick who sat down at the table
 with her. "Playing a game. Wanna play?" Chasity asked him
        "Sure." Said Nick. "OK" said Chasity and handed him 7
        cards. "What are we playing?" Nick asked. "Gold Fish."
        Chasity laughed. "I love that game!" Nick said. Chasity
 laughed.

~*~*~*~*~

Chasity was looking out the window when she saw the sign 'Welcome To Mississippi'. Chasity put her head on the window when something hit her. "Owwww." She said and picked up the ball that hit her. "Sorry." Said Nick.
            "It's OK." said Chasity then handed him the ball. Nick smiled and took the ball and walked back to the group and started throwing the ball again. Chasity put her head back on the window and closed her eyes.
"Throw it to me!" yelled Sarah. Howie threw her the ball and she threw it to
Nick. Nick caught it. "I'm tired of this game." Said Missy. Everyone agreed.   Nick put the ball back in his bag and walked to the kitchen, opened the     fridge, and got a Coke. "Throw me one." AJ said. Nick threw him a coke and   he sat at the table and put his drink in the little hole so it wouldn't spill.
Torrance looked at Chasity. "Well, I think this trip is already tiring out          someone." Said Torrance. Everyone laughed.

~*~*~*~*~

That night it was time for the first concert. The guys were in their room        getting ready and the girls were watching a movie. The guys could hear the    girls laughing from their room. "Why are we nervous? We've been doing this for 7 years now and we're scared. But they have been doing this for 2 days and they're laughing and partying." Said Kevin.

"EVERYONE IT'S TIME FOR THE CONCERT WILL EVERYONE PLEASE WALK TO THE FRONT" The loud speaker said. "Well everyone this is it." Said Chasity. The guys were waiting in the front. "OK girls, we're gonna pray now." Said Brian. Everyone joined hands. "FATHER IN HEAVEN PLEASE WATCH OVER US TONIGHT AND GUIDE US AND OUR NEW DANCERS SEE THAT THEY DON'T GET HURT ON THEIR FIRST NIGHT. FOR EVER AND EVER AMEN."  Prayed Brian.

            The crowd started screaming and the girls ran on stage and got in position. Then the music started. "HERE WE GO!" Chasity thought to herself

Chapter 3:

Later that week Chasity and Mary were in California so when they                 thought of Cali they also thought of shopping. So Mary and Chasity                were looking at all the famous shops at Beverly Hills. "O my god we
have to go there!" Mary screamed and pulled Chasity into the shop.
           "Mary, we’ve already been in here." Chasity said. "So? What if they got in new things while we were gone?!?" Mary said excitedly. "We were
only gone for 10 minutes." Chasity laughed. Mary smiled. "Come on I
saw a cute outfit that I want but I didn't know if I would have                 enough money for lunch but I did so I want to get it now!" Mary said and
walked to the rack. Chasity laughed. "What is so funny?" Mary asked
her. "I was just wondering if I will be like you in a year." Chasity said. Mary picked up the outfit and walked back to where Chasity was standing. Mary pushed her playfully. "Very funny." Mary paid for the outfit and walked out of the store. Chasity followed her.

~*~*~*~*~

Nick was listening to his walkman and dancing around outside of the
stadium. AJ walked up to him and looked at him and tried not to                 laugh. Nick saw AJ standing there and took off his walkman. AJ                 started laughing. "What is so funny?" Nick asked him. "You." said AJ
while laughing "I hope you don't dance like that on stage." Nick                 rolled his eyes. "So is Chasity back yet?" AJ asked him. "I don't                 know what do you care?" Nick looked at him suspiciously. "I think she
has the hots for me." AJ said. "O yea right." Nick said. "Just because
not every girl likes you doesn't mean they can't like me." AJ said.                 "Wanna bet?" Nick asked him. "OK what are the wages?" AJ asked                 him. "If you win, I make a fool of myself on stage in front of                     everyone. If I win you leave Chasity alone and let her be mine." Nick
said. "Agreed." AJ said and they shook hands.

~*~*~*~*~

That night everyone went out for dinner. As they were sitting down AJ and Nick looked at Chasity. Chasity sensed that they were looking at her so she looked at them. "Is there something on my face?" she asked them. "NO!" they both said at the same time. "Okay..." said Chasity then she sat down. There was only on seat left beside her. "We toss." Said AJ. "What?" Nick said and looked at him confusedly. "We toss to see who gets that seat." Said AJ. "OK." said Nick and got a quarter out of his pocket. "Call it." Said Nick while throwing the quarter in the air. "Tails!" AJ said. The quarter landed in nick's hand heads up. "HA! The seat is mine!" Nick said and sat beside Chasity.
    Chasity bit into her chicken sandwich while talking to Leighanne. Nick tapped her. Chasity turned to him. "Wanna come outside with me and get some fresh air?" Nick asked her. AJ glanced at him. "Sure." said Chasity, then got up and followed Nick outside.
    Nick leaned against the wall with Chasity beside him. "I have something to tell you." Said Nick. "Okay what's that?" Chasity asked. "Me and AJ had a fight over who sat in that seat beside you." Nick said with a smile on his face. Chasity laughed. "How did you win?" Chasity asked. "We flipped a coin." Nick took the quarter out of his pocket and showed it to her. The quarter had two heads.

Chapter 4:

 The next day Chasity woke up late she couldn't really sleep                     though she couldn't get Nick's gorgeous face and his blue eyes                      out of her head.

She was lying in her bed and thought about the night before. "me and             AJ had a toss to see who got that chair beside you" she Couldn't
get those words out of her head.

Maybe Nick really did like her he cheated to get that seat beside                 her but then so did AJ. Maybe they both liked her and she liked                 Nick "O know." She said I like Nick more then anything, she                     thought.

She got up and walked to the front of the tour bus and got some
cereal and sat at the table and ate.

Nick came and sat next to her "Good morning." He said in his                     sexy voice. "Good morning." She said without turning toward him.

"Why won't you look at me and talk?" Nick asked her. "Morning                 breath." Chasity laughed and took a bite of her cereal. "Couldn't                 be as bad as AJ's." Nick said and looked at AJ and laughed.

Chasity laughed and looked at AJ. AJ blushed. Chasity laughed                 harder. "NICK SHUT UP!" AJ yelled after he got down blushing.

Nick leaned on Chasity and laughed harder.

AJ walked to the room with the bedrooms and slammed the door.

Chasity got up and followed him. "AJ it's OK." Chasity said while
walking into the room. AJ was sitting on his bed. "Know it's not                 I'm tired of Nick always embarrassing in front of everyone!." He                 said. Chasity smiled. "It's not embarrassing." She explained. AJ                     smiled and leaned in to kiss her.

                Their lips met.

Chapter 5:

Chasity pushed away franticly. "NO AJ I don't like you like that!" She said.
"Well, you sure are acting like it!" he said. "no I'm
not I came to tell you that it wasn't embarrassing that
you have bad breath. I didn't come in here to say kiss
me I like you!" She screamed and walked out. Everyone
looked at her as she came out.

"Something wrong?" Kevin asked her. "NO!" she screamed then                     realized what she did. "I'm sorry Kevin it's just that... never mind,
I'm just sorry."

~*~*~*~*~

That afternoon they had practice for the concert that night. Chasity took a sip of water from her water bottle and walked back.

She felt kinda weird around AJ now. Like she was sad for what she
said but she didn't want him to get the wrong idea.

"OK guys that's it good luck on stage and remember, just have fun."             Said Tommy their choreographer. Chasity walked to her dressing                 room and sat on the couch and looked at a magazine.

"Are you OK girl?" Leighanne said as she walked into Chasity's room.             "Yea I guess." She said without looking up from her magazine. "Come             on tell Leigh Leigh what's wrong." Leighanne laughed. Chasity
laughed.

"Well me and Nick were picking on AJ about having bad
breath. Well, then AJ walked into the back room and I
followed him and he kissed me!" She said. "but I told him I didn't like            him like that."

            Just then the intercom came on "everyone going on stage needs to get dressed now" Chasity got up and walked to her closet, got her outfit, and got dressed.

"You look ... um..." Leighanne tried to hold back her laugh
"Ummm... Funny!" she said and bust out laughing.

~*~*~*~*~

                After the concert Chasity went to her dressing room to get packed fast. "2 minutes the tour bus will be leaving" The intercom said when it came on.

Chasity grabbed her bag and ran to the bus. She didn't have              time to dress so she had to run in that short skirt and high-heel boots.

She almost tripped until someone caught her. She looked                   behind her and there was Lee, Kevin's bodyguard. Chasity                  smiled. "Thanx." "Your welcome." Said Lee as he smiled back.
Chasity walked into the bathroom and changed into her night clothes and walked into the back room and sat down and watched TV with the rest of the guys.

"What are we watching" Chasity asked when she sat down and             grabbed a hand full of popcorn. "JERRY! JERRY! JERRY!" All               the guys yelled at the same time. All the girls laughed.

”Today on Jerry Springer we have girls who are tied between              two guys." Said Jerry Springer. "Now meet Chasity. Chasity is           a dancer for the Backstreet Boys. Chasity is tied                       between AJ Mclean and Nick Carter."

"So Chasity how did you meet AJ and Nick?" "I met them on        tour." She said. "Do each guy know about the other?" Jerry
asked. "no." She said. The crowd booed.

"Lets bring out Nick" everyone cheered. AJ walked on stage and sat beside Chasity. "Nick, Chasity has something she wants to
tell you." Jerry said.

"Well, Nick you know that I love you very much but AJ kissed me." Chasity said. Nick looked at her. "What?!?!" "I'm sorry."

"I HATE YOU!" Nick screamed.

                Chasity woke up screaming.

Chapter 6:

   Everyone jumped up and looked at Chasity who was still in her bed screaming. Tom ran up behind Chasity and covered her mouth.
   After a few minutes she stopped and looked at Tom. "I'm                         sorry everyone, I had a bad dream." Chasity said and fell                         back in her bed and looked at her watch.
   "What was your dream about?" Mary asked her. "I was on the Jerry springer show and Nick..." Chasity stopped herself and realized what she said "Nicky." She said lowly then louder." NICKY my cousin... she's my cousin yea and she said she hated me but it probably didn't mean nothing she's only 21...." She stopped herself again "21 months." Chasity realized her story wasn't really working.
   "I had a dream about Nick and AJ, that AJ kissed me and Nick found out on the Jerry Springer show and Nick said he hated me." Chasity said in a big rush and Climbed out of her bed. "Where are you going?" Kevin asked. "I'm going to look for a hole in the bus so I can hide FOREVER!" Chasity said and walked out.
   Nick jumped up and ran after her. "Chasity come here." Nick called after her. Chasity stopped but didn't turn around. "What?" She asked in a rude tone.
   ”Chasity don't be embarrassed, I like you too but I just don't wanna fall in love I was with a girl who cheated on me and I don't want that to happen again."

   Chasity smiled and said "but that was here and this is me"

Nick laughed and kissed her. Chasity smiled and kissed back.

~*~*~*~*~

              The next day Chasity and Nick went shopping but Chasity
 still had a lot of questions to ask Nick. Such as Why did
you kiss me?  Do you like me? Are we gonna date? of
course she kept those questions to herself.

              It felt like she was gonna pop with all those questions. If
she asked Nick would he get mad? Of course not if he
does then..... "Nick can I ask you something?" She turned
to him. "Sure." He said. "Why did you kiss me? Do you
like me? Are we gonna date?" Chasity said.

              "Okay that all came out in a big rush." Chasity laughed.

"I think I can answer them." Nick smiled. "Okay here I
go because you like me and I like you, Yes I like you, and
if you want." Nick said in a big rush mocking Chasity.

              Chasity smiled. "Of course I do." "Then I guess we go
together?" Nick laughed." Chasity shrugged. Nick laughed
Chasity laughed with him.

              Chasity and Nick walked though the mall holding hands.
"O My God It's Nick Carter of the Backstreet Boys!"
A girl screamed from behind them. "OKay umm... Chas...
RUN!" Nick yelled and ran and pulled Chasity along with
him. A mob followed them taking shortcuts, sharp curves
and leaps over the ones that fell.

              Nick ran outside still pulling Chasity and got in his
Durango. Chasity laughed once she got in and buckled up.
Nick laughed with her.

              When they got back to the stadium Chasity and Nick
walked to see how the stage was coming. Chasity jumped
on Nick's back and Nick gave her a piggy back.

              "Hey Mary!" Chasity yelled when Nick climbed up the
stage. AJ looked up and saw Chasity on Nick's back.

              "What are you doing on his back?" AJ asked Chasity.

"He's my boyfriend." Chasity said. "He's your what?"
”Her boyfriend." Nick said slowly. "But what about our
kiss?" AJ asked her. "AJ the kiss meant nothing you kissed
me." AJ ran and tackled Nick.

              Chasity fell back off the stage.

Chapter7:

            Chasity and Nick were both screaming in pain. AJ got up off
the floor and looked at Nick then back to Chasity.

            "YOU IDIOT!" Mary screamed at AJ "NOW WE CAN'T DO
THE CONCERT TONIGHT" Mary screamed again. "I'M SORRY
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!" AJ screamed back.

            "How is it an accident when you tackle someone with some
one else on their back?" Kevin asked Calmly. "Look Kevin
just because your the oldest and married and think that you
can boss me around you have another thing coming."

            Kristen was just about to say something when Mary grabbed her
shoulder and shook her head and gave her the not-now look.

            Just then a girl with long blonde hair walked in, A.J looked up
and said "OMG!!! Jen!"  She saw A.J. and said "I'm using the
V.I.P. card you gave me. I had to see you."

            "I have missed you a lot!!" A.J. told her. "So how have you been?"
A.J. asked. "Okay, I guess. How about you?" She replied.

            Nick and Chasity were talking to A.J. and he didn't even hear them.
”AJ.!" Nick screamed. "Hmmm??" A.J. said. "Ummmm!!! Hospital!!! We are hurt" Nick said.
           
            "Ohh. Hi Jen." Nick said. " A.J., here has a crush on my girlfriend,
Chasity." "OMG!!!! Is that Chasity Johnson?" "Yeppers" Chas said.
"Are you Jen Lindley?" "yes" Jen said. "We had English Lit. 101
together!" The girls said at once.

            "I think you two are okay." A.J. said. "Me to." Nick said.
"Can we go to a hospital before my ankle gets so big that
your gonna need a weed waker to get my out of the door?"
Chasity asked.

Chapter 8:

The next day Chasity and Jen went shopping "Where do you wanna go first?" Jen asked Chas. "Doesn't matter." She replied. "Well, I need to get some lotion at Bath and Body works." Jen Said. "O yea I love their perfume my cousin got me some for Christmas." Chasity said excitedly. Jen laughed and walked to bath and body works

When Chasity walked in she took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She walked to their perfume section and picked up a bottle and sprayed it and smelt it then sneezed. The second one she picked up was the one she was looking for. "I found it are you ready?" She asked Jen. "Yea." She said and walked to the check out line. Chasity followed and put her stuff on the counter.

When they walked out Chasity was still sneezing. "Bless you, Are you allergic to something?" Jen asked. "Yea, I sprayed some perfume back there and sneezed so I think I was allergic to it." "I'm pretty sure." Jen laughed. Chasity elbowed her playfully.

When the girls arrived back at the bus everyone was playing basketball. Chasity ran in the game and stole the ball from Nick and slammed dunked it. Nick looked at her and ran toward her and picked her up over her shoulder and spun her around. Chasity screamed.

Nick finally got dizzy and put Chasity down. Everyone laughed. Just then Tom's cellphone rang. "Hello." He said "Yea........uh-huh........Really?............Great see you then." He put his phone away and turned towards the group. "Well, that was David, owner of the American Music Awards and he said that there is a new award for best back up dancers and you girls have been nominated."

All the girls screamed and hugged each other.

Chapter 9:

After 9 hours on a plane, they finally landed in California. Chasity was trying to comfort Nick for 9 hours. Jen was beside AJ and was reading a book. AJ put his headphones up and grabbed his bags and waited for Jen to get up.

Jen sat her book on her seat and grabbed her bag and walked into the isle. Chasity picked up her purse and got up. "I think I saw Final Destination one to many times." Nick said with a sigh. "It can't be that bad." Chasity said. "O it is it's so scary." Said Nick. "I wasn't talking about that I was talking about being you." She laughed and walked off the plane

That night was the awards show and Chasity was in her and Nick's hotel room taking a shower when Nicked walked in. "Chasity! Have you seen my shoes." Nick yelled to her from the living room. "Look in my suit case I think you laid them in their." She yelled back.

Chasity got out of the shower and put on her dress and walked into the living room were Nick was sitting. "Your look great." Nick said and stood up and kissed her cheek. "Thanx." She blushed.

"Ready?" She asked. "Yea the Limo is outside." He said and put his arm out and Chasity hooked on to it. "Shall we?" he asked "Yea." Chasity laughed.

When they reached outside and got in the limo everyone was drinking wine and listening to the radio.

The limo reached the awards and every got out and walked on the red carpet. Cameras were flashing every where. "LOOK IT'S NICK CARTER AND HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND" a reporter yelled and ran over to Nick and Chasity.

"Hey Nick who's this?" the reporter asked. "This is Chasity my new girlfriend." He said. "Hi Chasity how does it feel to be here?" the reporter said turning the camera toward Chasity. "It feels good but different because I'm not use to having people scream my name and have 50 cameras going off at once but it's fun." She laughed.

"We need to get inside." Said Nick and pulled Chasity along. "You acted like you were famous back there." Nick laughed. "Well, I'm calm under pressure."

About 30 minutes later the lights went down and the show was starting. 10 minutes later Lil Bow wow and Lil Kim walked on stage. "This is a new category for best back up dancers" Lil Bow Wow explained "the nominees are dancers for some of the best groups around so lets look at the nominees" Lil Kim said.

"The nominees for best back up dancers are: Nsync's, Destiny Child's, Aaron Carter's, and the Backstreet Boy's." The voice said. "And the winner is." Bow Wow said and opened the envople "BACKSTREET BOYS DANCERS!!" they both screamed at the same time.

The girls jumped up and hugged the guys and hugged each other and walked on stage. "O My God! This was so unexpected!" she yelled. "Did any one prepare a speech?" Missy asked. The girls looked around. "noo...." They said at the same time. "Come on Chas you have a way with words." Torrance said while pushing Chasity up there. "Well I guess first we have to thank God for giving us this wonderful talent, and the guys for picking us, and our parents for letting us go." Chasity gushed.

After the awards the group went and partied but Nick and Chasity went for a walk on the beach. Chasity sat in the sand. Nick sat beside her. "Are you gonna break my heart like my ex girlfriend?" Nick turned to her and blurted out. "Like I said before, that was her and this is me." Chasity said and kissed him.

The End